No matter how hard I try, and despite the fact that I have been here an interminable amount of time,
I can't seem to make myself comfortable in the corner of the room
But what you gonna do when that's when you were chained?

And I feel all let down

It's so unfair to me, because if anything I was the first in line to see
the movie premiere at midnight

And I feel all let down
'Cause I stayed in town, yeah I stuck around the night the film was announced
'Cause I stayed in town, yeah I stuck around the night the film was announced

Every time someone cuts in line
I'm bothered but I won't try
to make a scene by exposing them
Even though it directly
Affects me
So I'll just silently condemn
and you won't hear me say a word about it
About it
About it
I always seem to find myself in the right place, but at the wrong time
In this particular situation
Maybe if I'd just endure some confrontation
I'd cut down on the sleepless nights
And finally settle this internal fight
If I'd just secure my place in line
And I could finally be happy inside
And I could finally be happy inside
And I could finally be happy inside
And I could finally be happy inside

ladadaoooeeeeooooladaaadddaaaoooeeeeoooo

HAPPY
HAPPYY
HAPPYYY
HAPPYYYY

And I don't know what to do with myself anymore,
Dissolving at the core
And my brain's being molded like clay by sleep deprivation and self-deprecation (SELF-MEDICATION) now
And I could name every flaw and everything that I hate about myself
About myself
But I won't change
It seems that I can manipulate myself into finding an excuse for everything

And I feel all let down

When you wanna tear out your heart now
'Cause you feel all let down
When you wanna tear out your heart now
'Cause you feel all left out

When you're feeling like death
and you've lost all of your breath
and you're living in regret

When it haunts you every day
and you try to get away
but you just can't escape

And I feel all let down